June 6th was 2 years since I first decided to make an effort to join a gym and start working out.
I was 246 lbs
You can see by the look in my eyes how I felt.
I am motivated again (for the third time) and still making progress and moving forward. It never ends. There is always something to strive for and goals to be set. If I let go of my goals and stop setting them I fall back. I will never fall back as far as I was because I own a scale and have my limits. I have new habits that keep me from going to back to the way I was. I was happy on the outside but hurting and not confident on the inside. A year from now I am marrying to woman I love very dearly. She is also committed to being healthy I hope we can encourage each other.